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Disciple Blueprint Podcast
Helping everyday believers grow in faith and live like Jesus. Join Raymond—Bible teacher, author, and disciple-maker—for short, powerful episodes on spiritual growth, prayer, leadership, grief, and bold faith. Whether you’re new to the journey or growing deeper, this podcast equips you to become a fully devoted follower of Christ. Learn more at DiscipleBlueprint.com
There are moments when fear doesn't just make you sad. It makes you angry. And sometimes — if you're really honest — that anger gets directed at God.
In this episode Raymond shares the most vulnerable moment of his entire journey — the day Wendy went home to be with the Lord on April 2nd, 2024, the day his daughter Amanda drove back to Texas, and what happened when he was completely alone for the first time in 34 years.
And why that raw, honest cry directed at God was not faithlessness — it was one of the most real conversations he has ever had with Him.
Key Scriptures:
- Psalm 22:1-2 — My God my God why have you abandoned me
- Lamentations 3:32-33 — Though he brings grief he also shows compassion
- Romans 8:38-39 — Nothing can separate us from the love of God
In This Episode:
- Why fear sometimes turns into anger — and why that's honest not faithless
- What the Bible says about crying out to God in anger
- David's raw cry in Psalm 22 — words Jesus Himself would later speak from the cross
- Raymond's personal story — April 2nd, the empty house, and screaming at God
- The four words that came back in his spirit — and why everything shifted
- Why the opposite of faith is not anger at God but walking away from Him entirely
Resources Mentioned:
- Free Guide — 3 Biblical Steps to Overcome Burnout: https://discipleblueprint.com/?ff_landing=12
- Disciple Blueprint Membership: https://discipleblueprint.com/explore-membership/
- Disciple Blueprint Blog: https://discipleblueprint.com
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